# 11 it's my pathology

i hereby declare i'm watching your ways i'm a trouble magnet can't let you be God of arrogance you are you've no apology i can't help it it's my pathology why am i always acting masochistically? friends tell me i need some TLC nice is no turn off i solemnly swear i just fall for the call of the wild battered and bruised my heart's a hockey puck this disaster zone's in need of lady luck no, come on, i'm not a pacifist gotta believe i'm truly dealing with it your bubble of smugness' just baiting me baby i can't help it it's my pathology

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