Udhaya's Lyrics
I'm slowly creating a portfolio here of songs that I have penned. I aim for songs that capture a true moment, an image, a sentiment, or a certain time, place, and feel that evoke the universal experience with an original vision.
Thursday, January 28, 2021
# 1 Daddy's Girl
# 2 stratacaster
Working late was how it started Leaving early, staying late Out with friends you said I believe Working out or helping neighbors
You played me like a stratacaster Save the music I heard enough
Wrapped every sign of misbehaving With a warm and fuzzy, feel-good tale Had no clue I was whipped and dreaming Walking blind with a candy cane Then I caught the downward spiral roller coaster crashing down
You played me like a stratacaster Save the music I heard enough
Hit and run without a clue You left me bleeding Now we're through two-faced schemer with one more lie looking for another try
see my finger take a peek I'm not your Jesus I'm out of cheeks
You played me like a stratacaster Save the music I heard enough
# 3 unwilling
# 4 God, Country, Family?
# 5 impromptu rendezvous
not one of my wishes came true
wishing well can exchange for dollars
all the pennies that I threw
looks like one made it somehow
that's the reason I met you
wearing clothes from yesterday
'cos they smell like your car
same place my mind goes since our
impromptu rendezvous
impromptu rendezvous
everything on such a cue
couldn't plan it if we tried
every time I tried in vain
my pain just multiplied
impromptu rendezvous
impromptu rendezvous
can't hold a straight thought
can't let a stray one pass
chalk up all your days off
keep 'em open
I will too, yeah
maybe we can revisit
but I hate to be jinxing it
impromptu rendezvous
impromptu rendezvous
destiny, not cruise control
from now on it's all chance
what a mess I make planning
let it just be happenstance
impromptu rendezvous
impromptu rendezvous
# 6 failing grade
# 7 there's a moon over me
a home by the sea
no cathedral ceiling or marble floor
4 car garages
olympic size pools
lame entourages
sports cars and whores
who needs a roof?
there's a moon over me
don't mistake me for
a ladder to climb
you won't go far
but, i won't bring you down
livin life large
without credit charge
my view is free
there's a moon over me
so pull up a lawnchair
crack open some beers
i got them on wholesale
it all comes out the same
look at the sky,
not the smog underneath
got no wishing stars
there's a moon over me
# 8 tongue of Spain
# 9 buzz kill
# 10 I'll take pains to remember
tell me what you couldn't say
things you wish they knew about you
tell me all your pet peeves
they couldn't stop repeating
destiny does like to help
but now and then
you step it up
don't keep me guessing open up
'cos I take pains to remember
you can snap me your lunch menu
or rant about your lame-ass boss
endless emojis will hit you
along with my warmest thoughts
the world is not against you
they just don't catch you in my view
destiny does like to help
but now and then
you step it up
don't keep me guessing open up
'cos I take pains to remember
that turn you on
that other guys had never learned
and all the things you dream about
in mister right but never said
don't keep me guessing open up
'cos I take pains to remember
Don't need to be your fancy dream
i can smooth over reality
whenever you're roughing it
when you reach over half asleep
so tell me how you picture us
your guilty pleasures, every one!
don't keep me guessing open up
'cos I take pains to remember
# 11 it's my pathology
# 12 lapsed romantic
merchandise of love
sets me up to fall
saw the signs approaching
through ads and sales calls
candy like a heart, chocolate rose in bloom
sordid lingerie or charge that jewelry?
it's the gift that matters thoughts are just plain cheap
i’m a lapsed romantic
with no tokens of love
can’t you tell my feelings
without wrappers and bows?
i’m a lapsed romantic
without a shopping list
i’m retail challenged
you better forget it
indebted feelings
must be shown bearing gifts
didn’t learn my lesson
life’s schooling me in this
the happily marrieds
always tell it like it is
a rate for every offense
empty hands though
out of the question
i’m a lapsed romantic
in the church of love
the place i’m headed
has no hail mary cure
i’m a lapsed romantic
guilty as charged
criminal negligence
when it comes to buying gifts
# 13 rising up
every man of substance
works for his right to be
it’s a planet of resistance
that puts him down eventually
with individuality
or activists with vision
we can stick it to them
but unless these things were hip though
people won’t flock to ‘em
where the system is the truth
rising up is hard to do
where submission is virtue
rising up is hard to do
hard to make the pain go
when you’re God is status quo
where the system is the truth
rising up is hard to do
we can take it to the streets
but who’ll cover the parade?
we can brandish effigies and burn
who’ll report our courage?
some low-funded magazine
with absent circulation?
or a foreigner’s blog
with tainted condemnation?
doing the deed is one thing
making it matter another
they invented this ballgame
let’s change the score however
where the system is the truth
rising up is hard to do
where submission is virtue
rising up is hard to do
strength is not in numbers alone
truth is not a figurehead
let truth rage every corner
your art can splash the message
# 14 ineffectual
this thing is sensual
sickness it is i know it
but not unusual
it leaves me crying naked
guilt leaves residuals
i've tried so hard to hide it
hammered a hundred nails
can't seem to keep it lidded
it's ineffectual
don't tell me i can't break it
you should see me in control
this fix just needs another
put your remorse on hold
let's ride this tide together
fate's gonna mess it up soon
i've tried so hard to hide it
hammered a hundred nails
can't seem to keep it lidded
it's ineffectual
# 15 Hell is
# 16 Stranglehold
if every tear was a drop of gold
the way you bite your tongue
after every little prank
the way your nostrils flare
when you're stark raving mad
all of it comes flooding
and hits me unannounced
your every minute gesture
grows a millionfold
your halo haunts me like a stranglehold
moving on is for those that believe
better is somehow yet to come
i've had it good
better than many and suffered worse
than has been told
the way you take your lumps
with tough resolve and bounce
the way you swoon and writhe
with aching loveliness
all of it comes flooding
and hits me unannounced
your every minute gesture
grows a millionfold
your halo haunts me like a stranglehold
i see no reason
why it gets better
up ahead
this promise of new
when all i've known and ever felt
tells me what you ought to know
you couldn't play
i couldn't fold
your halo haunts me like a stranglehold
# 17 hammock of has been
taking only what i need
see monuments and mementos
are trophies for the weak
i burned your pink-ribboned letters
in a blazing effigy
screw the landmarks
grass must be growing on my tire marks
i'm so far gone
there's no more rearview
forget you! forget you! forget you!
'cos i don't ever swing
in the hammock of has been
'cos i don't ever swing
in the hammock of has been
but there are moments...
like the scent of jasmine
from a passerby
slushing cocktail in a salt-rimmed glass
when a girl at the movies screams all scared
you crawl back on recall
wreaking havoc only you can...
forget you! forget you! forget you!
i just reel it back and keep it low
watch the sting evaporate
taking stock of the damage
let it percolate
healing means sorrow, hell no,
just peel the bandage
forget you! forget you! forget you!
'cos i don't ever swing
in the hammock of has been
'cos i don't ever swing
in the hammock of has been